My good friend sent this to me, and I thought it apropos to post here. Chemo is terribly ugly - it feels grippingly horrible on the inside and I felt unattractive on the outside. Coming out on the other side, I am not bitter - I've gotten more compliments on my short, grey hair than I did when I had long, blonde hair! But I know the "ugliness" here doesn't pertain to appearance, it's what's inside that matters. Thanks, Diana - tvb!!